Tracking the 'G'

Tracking the 'G'

Traking the ‘G’, he is just an archetype everybody said, don’t look for a ghost, no one could hold me back, i kept searching, taking chances, making big leaps, putting a lot of stress on my self. Untill i landed in the area between Mexico City and the Yucatan, being a tourist you could say, but a strange one, my friends said that area is the place you’ll find someone. I got tapped on the shoulder, a little man standing behind me, smiling face but something else behind it. ‘You have come so far’ he said, ‘What do you need from us that you don’t already know’. I looked at him couldn’t keep my hand still, my head bobbing all the time, he nodded and he gave me images and stories and i was filled with an enormous happiness i hadn’t felt for a long time. All he showed me past, he looked at me, i could my head still this time, he said, ‘new times need new warriors, don’t let me and the other groups push you in a corner’, he nodded as giving me the push to not take him to seriously. Me, so stupid, i choked up, everything in his demeanor told me that he saw me - a mere youngling - as an equal and that really choked me up. Such an old wise man, seeing me a guy thirty or forty years younger than him as an equal. That is how a tracked a ‘G’ and got my moneys worth as they would say, but the hunger for more knowledge is still in me and now at long last know how to do it, without any worry or thoughts, i can dance the dance my way without any guilt or a reason to explain, i have ultimately become myself and i know who that is……………..a mystery like all the G’s that have gone before us, gone before me and i truly feel free as the teachers wanted me to be.

An end.